Standing there...
Invincible in times of battle.
Being strong...
While carrying everyone's baggage.
Everyone's Hero.
Fighting off everyone's demons.
Holding on while being ripped apart.
Seeming apathetic.
Sincerely sympathetic.
Always strong, and pushing on.
Hiding all the blue left inside.
Everyone's Hero.
Screaming silently.
Still catching everyone's tears.
Knees slowly buckling from the weight of everyone's world.
Everyone's Hero.
Falling into the sea fast.
Kicking, reaching out.
Being pulled back down, deep into the black.
Everyone's Hero.
Other's emotional waves, crashing down.
Thrashing her around.
With one last fi
Tormented in my own thoughts,
I breathe in only to feel the cold,
I exhale, only to stay alive.
Self-induced pain, never,
The hell-bent thoughts I habour,
Keep me from thinking I'm dead.
It's a constant struggle in my mind,
Between what's real and what's fake,
What was there, and what's not anymore,
Restless nights, and distant days,
Trying to hold on to what's gone,
What I've lost,
It's slipping away, and I'm battling,
Battling to get it back, back to how it was,
But it's too late,
Broken bridges, shattered bonds,
Crushed hearts, and fallen tears,
None of the words that were said,
Can be taken back.
None of the things left
If only, I could stare into your eyes, one last time, and tell you all the things I never got to say,
Then this would be a whole lot easier, Wouldn't it? The black abyss you've carried yourself to, with
the twisting of metal, and the burning of rubber, you're trapped gasping for air, your vision blurred, All because of me.
Along time ago, We have sworn, Friends 'til the end, after all the shit we've been through, does this mean our friendship must break?
My very heart and soul, are torn, between the fact that you're gone, and the fact at least you don't have to suffer,
What brings the nobelity to such things as these? Is there any peace
Look into my eyes... What do you see?
I see the sadness that drips flowing and free, much like the blood that you've drenched upon me. =
Once upon a time when there was no hate, I found my hand clung onto yours. Don't fear me now for I am me, I say please, please,
Don't follow me.I am an angel, wings dark and so true, I'll lead you around and bring you home, back into the arms of, your deciver. Chaos to bring, the souls of those dead.
Don't look back now for you can see, that I am the devil you brought unto me, years of distrust, lies, and pain. You'll rest in my arms Never hurt again. But for the time being you'll scream into the silent
Look into my eyes... What do you see?
I see the sadness that drips flowing and free, much like the blood that you've drenched upon me. =
Once upon a time when there was no hate, I found my hand clung onto yours. Don't fear me now for I am me, I say please, please,
Don't follow me.I am an angel, wings dark and so true, I'll lead you around and bring you home, back into the arms of, your deciver. Chaos to bring, the souls of those dead.
Don't look back now for you can see, that I am the devil you brought unto me, years of distrust, lies, and pain. You'll rest in my arms Never hurt again. But for the time being you'll scream into the silent
If only, I could stare into your eyes, one last time, and tell you all the things I never got to say,
Then this would be a whole lot easier, Wouldn't it? The black abyss you've carried yourself to, with
the twisting of metal, and the burning of rubber, you're trapped gasping for air, your vision blurred, All because of me.
Along time ago, We have sworn, Friends 'til the end, after all the shit we've been through, does this mean our friendship must break?
My very heart and soul, are torn, between the fact that you're gone, and the fact at least you don't have to suffer,
What brings the nobelity to such things as these? Is there any peace
Tormented in my own thoughts,
I breathe in only to feel the cold,
I exhale, only to stay alive.
Self-induced pain, never,
The hell-bent thoughts I habour,
Keep me from thinking I'm dead.
It's a constant struggle in my mind,
Between what's real and what's fake,
What was there, and what's not anymore,
Restless nights, and distant days,
Trying to hold on to what's gone,
What I've lost,
It's slipping away, and I'm battling,
Battling to get it back, back to how it was,
But it's too late,
Broken bridges, shattered bonds,
Crushed hearts, and fallen tears,
None of the words that were said,
Can be taken back.
None of the things left
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Catfish.<3
Favourite Movies
P.S. I Love You
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
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Favourite Writers
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Final Fantasy XII
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I love him, but you just keep crawling back up to haunt me.
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Rocked silent in a soft lullaby. Panic stirred me awaken by a ringing phone in time.
Where and when would I see her?
Crazy were the words, that trickled out your mouth.
I stuttered replacing your face to those words...
When and where would I kill her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish wish with this.
I wish...to the bitter end of my days, well where were you?
So you had your turn, and you made it work.
Now I'm the laughing stock of your joke.
As crazy as it may seem
I cried for you... when you told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life.
And I'll bel
...and I'm still swimming.
Who cares though, amirite?
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Stop staring you're the reason I feel so unhappy all the time.
Look, I've given you everything I know how.
You're standing on top of my shoe, you're keeping me from gaining ground.
Look, I'm sorry if you feel I let you down.
Can you tell me what have I done so wrong to you?
Tell me what am I supposed to do?
I should be loved by you.
That I know is true.
I can't breathe when you're around...
I should be held at night.
That I know is right.
I can't breathe when you're around...
you're too scared, scared of all.
But I get the feeling I'm talking to the wall.
Can you hear
So while turning in my sheets, and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door, and up the street.
Look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong.
So here I go.
Hello, Hello.
There is no place that I cannot go.
My mind is muddy, but my heart is heavy.
Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me.
So here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight.
And one came back in the dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy, said he looked just like me.
So I set out to cut myself.
So here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance.
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason, but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll